HAppy times .. sad times .. funtimes .. holidays explain it all!

Its da holidays... and we are all having the time of our lives .. well some of us .. most of us .. all of us .. Just writing this to show some activity and to announce that its CCW , Alex and Shawn's birthday this month ( at least as far as i know ) lolZ.. CCw and Alex share the same date ( 17th november ) while shawn is 20th of november .. Happy birthday to all of them .. belated for alex and CCW .. thats all !! 

Guys!! do sumthin !! loLZ 

Last

We've been through weeks and weeeeeeeeeeks of hell, and now, FINALLY its going to be over. Tomorrow will be our very last day of exam (which also means last day of school for me).

Lol, Wei Jun.

No more uncomfortable naps on the terribly vandalized tables (who am I to say, hah)! Holidays! Christmas! Santa! Fireworks! MOOOLAH!

Subang is such a small place, sadly, so I think it won't be too long till I see you people again.

BYEEEE FORM 4 LIFE.

Oh wait, exam isn't REALLY over yet. So here, good luck yall. Bet you guys don't need it anyway, must have been studying freaking hard huh.

T___T Sejarah.

Fatigue

HAIHZ , 

 Evidently the so called 'exams exhaustion' is catching up on me .. stupid Form 5s aren't helping either .. 

Anyway , another report on exams .. ;) Sejarah 2 was mad .. bio 3 was okay .( aside the fact i screwed the experiment ) , maths 2 was okay .. and english 1 was in the bag .. 

Sue me .. if u don't agree :)

HD

 P.S. - We miss you alot , MS. Chee ! Never forget you at all .. forever in our hearts ... :)

listening to 'slim shady' while posting this.. ;)

wazzup y'all?/ how are exams so far? :P kinda weird about me asking this question right? lol.. it's coz i was in the hospital for 4 days of exams.. XD BUT, anyway, i'm okay now..stupid food poisoning.. T.T dunno wth was wrong with the food i ate..oh, and sorry if i ter-curse ibn this post yea.. :P as i mentioned in ma title, i was listening to 'slim shady' while posting this shit..woops..sorry..ma bad..ekeke..anyway, i was really encouraged when ma bud CCW gave me a call to the HOSPITAl..ekeke..

i was like. "WHAT THE HELL?!" LOL..but, i was touched though..not LITERALLY, it's a figure of speech.. :P sorry, abit high.blame it on slim..ekeke..anyway, yea..i'm SORTA up and about now..hehe..anyway, moving on..good rest in the hospital, no studying, i will though..I THINK.. sooner or later la..BUT most likely LATER.. XD oh, and also thanks to audrey, aaron leong, jasmine, yin kuan, khai mun and sean for ALSO showing MUCH concern when i was terlantar-ing in th hospital.. :)

anyway, i got nth much to say here but will see y'all in another 2 weeks time though.. :)

A.RON (...healing...) :P

*p.s. nice skin btw.. XD

Exam report

Ah , the skin has changed ..

anyway .. a little cover up on the recent exams .. BIO paper 1 is gay .. The standard was way high .. even Ram had 10 mistakes . ( so did me , sean and suman , so we think :) ) BM paper 1 n 2 are in the bag ( paper 2 was tantalising ) .. PJ was hilarious .. Add maths was potong steam .. and accounts was frustrating for me .. made careless mistakes .. oh and MORAL rocks !! 

SUE ME ...

HD 

Batam fund raising programme through Cafe Latte and bouquet of roses :)

I wonder Seafield still remember me or not after leaving them for about a month. 

I am working now. Taken two different jobs at a time. I come home late everyday. Tired and not much time to think. Craving for good sleep and more sleep.

I work as barista in the morning til evening then as florist in late evening til night. This is my every day rountine and time schedule. I have a rountine yet I have to meet unexpected needs for 3 different bosses and serve different poeple with diverse intention, request and taste. I switch in minutes to contrast working environment and serving people. I am thankful that the poeple I work with are nice and polite to me. It is much better compare to my previous working experience in Metrojaya, Pizza Hut and A+3 boutique in Penang. 

Rough, fast and SOP in the morning and noon then delicate, gentle and soft in the late evening til night. As barista, I just have to follow sop BUT I have to memorize many and it is always subjective to make coffee and it is always not the same. My hands are burnt due to the 200 'F or 90 to 98 'c of hot water when making expresso and latte from Cimbali. In fact, most baristas encounter this burnt on their hands and fingers. As florist, I have to think to be creative and gentle to each things I touch. Each customer comes in with a heart to buy beautiful and fragile fresh flowers for special poeple and occasions, we will help them to find the right flowers and hampers for the right personality and occasions. Each time I introduce our fresh and unique imported fruits in our florist to customers hoping that they would purchase and feel worth it to buy them.  

The Craziest thing I have done as barista:
1. Drank 4 shots of expresso and cappucino (still sleep at night :P ) 
2. Stole bread in the kitchen coz I was super hungry... the manager laughed at me... but I was REALLY hungry coz it was a busy day of work.
3. Made my own latte and ran to toilet after 30 min... LOL! I learnt my lesson... follow SOP is the way. 

The craziest thing I have done as florist:
1. First day of work, I welcomed and talked to a ham sap lou! I did not know and served him politely as customer... until... he left and the lady in our shop... told me... the following days til now, he only wants me to serve him and always pretends to wait until I enter the shop then here he comes to buy things! That is CRAZY AND CRAZY!
2. I nearly yell back at a unreasonable customer... I was so frustated that I pretended I do not know anything and left it to my supervisor to settle it... I felt like throwing my apron on his face and called my boss... I want to quit and run home... coz that is the rules and conditions set by my boss... not me! But, poeple tend to forget that and yell back at me when they do not agree with the price... In the end, I hold it back knowing that I was emotional coz this is life.
3. I told a customer that the  fruits are organic but the fact is... I read wrongly! The upper shelf is not organic fruits... only the apples and oranges on the second shelf... and the cuttest thing is the customer believed in me... LOL! my collegues laughed at me so hard that they cried... LOL....

The Hottest thing I have done as barista: Hot til I burnt my own soft and delicate hands  :,( scar...my hands used to be known as soft and gentle... I lose my crown for that already... so, it is the hottest fault, isn't it? 

Poeple yell at you at work sometimes... customers complain with weird weird reasons... Sometimes I made mistakes... feeling bad and hide myself in the kitchen... 

I empathy more for foreign labourers and Indonesian maids. The stress and helpless situation are more or less the same like I feel. In fact, they feel more difficult as they do not know our language most of the time. They have to work and please their masters every day for their every work yet getting a low salary. At the same time, some of them do not have healthy and clean working environment and their welfare is not taken care of. I have to fulfil the expectation from different bosses and I have to response and behave according to their mood and things they want. You could have brillant ideas yet they would not even bother coz you are just a worker, you could make mistakes and being blasted the next minute and you could even make mistakes that you did not know and others, who do not give you chance to learn, poke you at your back. I could still blog about it, tell friends and family how I feel and friends who are supportive to help and comfort me. But, what about those who have no friends in this foreign land? What about their welfare and their feelings? They signed the 'no turning back' contract to be labourers or maids. Sometimes some of us tend to forget that they are just as forgetful or unskillful as many of us so we being wasteful and unreasonable. They are also human who are equally the same like others in God's presence. 

:) This is so far I want to share... lots of things to do ... gotto go to bed first... night night to all of you... all the best for revision and exams... miss you all

It is so late now... I really have to go to bed... night night all of you :)

Examinations... more examinations...

Greetings.. 

  Now , as the day draws nigh , the exams have appeared out of nowhere .. though i am sure , many of us have been anticipating this torturous marathon .. i'm talking about us Form 4's .. clearly as we can see from our timetables , the duration is a whole freaking month .. 

 I wish no ill wishes , but merely to wish good luck to all Form 4s around the whole Malaysia ... a very good luck to all of you and i certainly hope that you give it your best in this accursed examinations .. LOLZ .. pardon me ... it seems that in my haste , i just had to swear .. 

  Enjoy your exams and live out your holidays.. 

Till then , 

HD

Blogging abt nothing...

I'm literally trying to kill time...
Yea yea yea i should be studying rite now but i just bukak puasa n now im just too kenyang/sleepy to even bukak the seemingly heavy sejarah textbook....

Hohoho I guess the secret to my success is last-minute study...

Ok, as this blog practically has no point, i wanna say happy raya-ing, holiday-ing, studying and exam-ing to u all!!!

BB!

You and I

I heard that Pn. Thilaham shared her thoughts with you all about my decision in teaching in the future. This is why I write this blog today.

Dragging myself back from work and resting my butt and feet now under my table... But, the fingers are working again. Thanks to the invention of computers. Ever since then, the fingers of mankind have to work more than ever... LOL...

I dreamt of you all last night! In my dream, we were in the form 3 class and Aaron wsa still with his poor legs. I saw many many many of you. Carmen and Hsien Wei who were laughing and singing in my dream!!! XD... LOL!!! I cannot stop laughing thinking of that. Hsien Wei looked very happy and sing out loud... LOL... I wonder why Jasmine was so quiet in my dream... HAHA... It was my dream after all... HAHA... Well, I guess I just miss you all... 

Let me tell you all again. It is not because of teaching you all I might give up teaching. I do not deny that it is not a great passion and dream since young; however, there is a calling and some burning passion in teaching. I enjoy too to come to know you all and to teach you. It was a great experience ;)

Teaching is always challenging no matter who are the students. There are many factors I would want to go for teaching; at the same time, there are many reasons I would choose other career or prefession after I graduate. I wish to go to poorer places to teach because I do see the need of teachers at those places. Education is meant for everyone :) 

Never take any teacher for granted. Teachers choose teaching NOT because they do not have jobs. If you ever meet teachers who tell you that he or she takes up teaching because he or she does not have a job, I believe that they still need to search and realise the meaning and beauty of teaching. Sometimes school teachers could not have interesting activity as they really have a lot of classes, paper work, homework to mark and other matters to take care of. Don't think that it is the fault of our country or our education system. Even my friend, who was a Chemistry teacher in HongKong, faced the same hectic work in teaching secondary school. He finally ended being a teacher and choose other career. Teachers in the State face many similar problems too. We still have a lot to learn and practise to improve ourselves to be better and greater. 

If I am given a chance to be a teacher in local secondary, I wish I could be crazy, creative, caring and efficient teacher. My strength comes from God, my passion burns for God and my dreams are driven by Him. If one day in the future you see me in school,  you know where I invest my life ;) 

Take care! Hopefully ShinYee and Aaron are getting better.