Merry Christmas!!

HaihZ

It's certainly been awhile since anybody did anything in this .. most of us being busy with our own ... 'stuff to do ' lolZ... Anyway , wish u all a very MERRY CHRISTMAS and A HAPPY NEW YEAR !!

Hope its not too late .. cant do my blog coz my entries are too long .. ^^ wait till next year when i get the time .. dear me .. the WYSC has passed and Ramaraj did our school proud by being the second runner-up.. kudos .. Sean had 20+th while i got 19th .. lolZ .. nothing to brag about .. i made a christmas rap song that i will post in my blog and this one , hopefully by next year .. i have this nudging feeling that some ppl wont like the song very much .. i can tell by the previous respond... lolZ .. or is it just me ?? touching.. touching... what the heck ???! .. Form 5's coming which means SPM is coming .. i memorised konserto terakhir and the pearl already just becoz i have nothing else better to do ( mark of an idiot trying to be a smart noob.. i mean nerd lolZ..) 

Adun turidas to all ... 

Enjoy the last dregs of the holidays even if it means spending it by packing school stuff and buying them ..

4C final exam standing :

1. Ahmad Bukhari ( expected lar)

2. Chang Ching Wei ( WTF??!!! cheater !!!) 1036/1300

3. Ramaraj a/l Sundraraj ( expected lar.. ) 1035/1300 ^^

4. Amirah 

5. Sharona 

enuf said..

Hd signing off...

from my past to my future

It has been a long time since I last posted up a blog. I am in Penang now. Wanted to meet Yin Kuan so much but I could not make it even we are on the same island. However, this means that we should have a chance to meet you all. A surprise or a mysterious visit :P

Although dislike the feeling of living on this 'square' island, life like this makes me have a lot of reflection. Looking back, I still could not that I made it. I still could not believe that I was a trainee of 4C and 4I. How unfortunate they were to have me! xD I sit back and smile as I have done my teaching practice. My result is out a few days ago. I did not get the best grade but I know that Mr. Param has given me what I deserve. I want to show you all my result coz it was our project to make it but it took me a long time to wait for the page to load *sigh* I think it is due to the registration day of UM that the webpage went crazy. I will try to show you all next time.

Thinking back, I was out of mind. I slept in the afternoon after teaching practice then woke up to continue to do lesson plans, daily things, spent time with beloved people then take a nap. Woke up 3am or 4am to mark books or redo lesson plans or look up more information about the topics I will be teaching in the class. Didn't do any shopping other than grocery shopping for the whole sem, didn't swim, eat well or sleep well. I even dreamt of the classroom situation. 

This kind of life scared me. I think I didn't cope well. I salute teachers who are already teachers and they still could cope so well. Sometimes people look at teaching as if just a job, it seems to be easy, it seems to be rountine, it seems to be no challenge, it seems to be just a job to let another person carries on a static or boring life. Whatever it is, I still respect the position of teacher and the profession of teaching. I still doubt whether I can be a government school teacher in the future.